Is it real or just all in my mind? 
By Radar
simon_mcnestrie@hotmail.com

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DISCLAIMER:
These characters belong to CLAMP! This is a Yuri story so if it
offends you please don't read!

Sakura opened her eyes slowly, letting them ajust to the light. She
sighed softly. 'I miss you Tomoyo-chan!' she whispered, looking at
the other half of the bed. The door opened and Miki slowly walked in.
She was worried about her grandpa, having hear the elder woman call
out for her grandmother on many occasions. 'Are you ok grandpa?' the
girl asked. Sakura nodded covering her breasts. The pale girl smiled
slightly. She knew what her granddaughter was going through at the
moment, as Miki had matured it had become harder to hide the fact
that she was female. Slowly getting out of bed, she put a loose shirt
on and some trowsers and left the room. Yawning slowly, she made her
way to the kitchen. 'Morning!' a loud voice called out. 'Kero-chan!'
Sakura muttered, looking at the little beast sitting opposite her
chair. She quickly started breakfast, as Kumiko, Hikaru, Sakura and
Tomoyo, Miki and Makoto slowly followed her. She sighed softly as
Nadeshiko refused to join them, Megumi appologies for this on many
occasions, despite Sakura telling her that it was ok if Nadeshiko
wanted to eat alone. Her train of thought was interupted by a soft
giggle. Looking back on the little group she saw Miki and Makoto
giggling softly to each other. 'Who'd have thought!' she mused. 'I
take it it's my turn to make breakfast!' Sakura said, as she got out
the apron Tomoyo had given her when the auburn haired woman had
become determind to cook properly. 'Hai!' they all said. Sakura let
out an mock sigh and got to work.

A few hours later, Sakura sat, meditating. Miki and Makoto often
joined her, but today she asked if she could be alone. 'What's wrong
Sakura?' she heard a voice say. 'It's Nadeshiko-chan.. she's still
mad at me!' she replied, reaching out with her thoughts. There was a
small giggle as Tomoyo appeared in her minds eye. 'She still misses
you Tomoyo!' Sakura whispered. Opening her eyes, Sakura smiled
brightly. 'That's it!' Standing up, she stumbled before righting
herself and running out the door. 'Kero-chan!' she yelled. The little
beast slowly floated into her room, rubbing his eyes. 'What?' he
muttered. 'Yue has a magical body right?' Kero-chan nodded. 'How'd
Clow create it?' The guardian beast looked confused but told her
everything he knew. Smiling she ran back to her room and locked the
door. She had a lot of work to do.

'Sakura-papa?' Kumiko said, knocking on the older woman's door. 'Are
you ok?' The door opened slightly and Sakura popped her head through
the crack. 'Hai?' She wiped her forehead, leaving a dirty mark. 'Are
you ok papa?' Kumiko asked. Sakura nodded and smiled brightly. Kumiko
smiled slightly. 'Miki-chan and Mako-chan were worried about you so
they made this up!' She handed Sakura the plate. Sakura's smile
widened slightly at seeing the small meal her granddaughter and her
girlfriend had prepared. Carefully taking it, she slipped behind the
door and closed it again. Looking up she sighed softly at the half
finished mass. 'Soon Tomo-chan!' Taking another bite, she set the
plate down and went back to work.

'Are you sure Mako-chan?' Miki asked, looking at her lover, very
concerned. The pink haired girl nodded. 'I don't want to hide it any
more!' she whispered. Slowly, Miki took her love into her arms,
gently hugging her. They looked down at the matching gold bands on
their fingers, a symbol of their love and devotion to each other. The
pale girl looked up and smiled slightly. 'How about we tell them when
grandpa's finished whatever she's doing?' she asked. 'Really?' Makoto
looked up. Miki nodded. 'I did promise that we would tell everyone!'
The slightly smaller girl hugged Miki even tighter. 'Are you ok Mako-
chan?' Miki asked. Makoto nodded and looked up smiling. She had
become so tired of hiding everything from the people who loved them.
They had told Makoto's parents about them. The elder couple had
forbidden their daughter from seeing her lover ever again. After two
days, Makoto had packed what she needed and left a note saying she
was sorry but she had to be with Miki. Time and again every few days
for 3 months following Makoto running back to Miki her parents would
go to their daughter telling her to go back. The final time they had
visited they had told their daughter if she didn't return with them
that she would never be their daughter. Adiment, she remind with her
love and hadn't heard from the people who had called themselves her
parents. Just as they were about to kiss, the whole house shook,
throwing them to the ground. 'What was that?' Miki asked, helping
Makoto to her feet. Looking closer Miki could see Makoto bite her
lower lip. 'She made me promise not to tell Miki-chan!' the pink
haired girl replied. Miki looked confused before leaving their
bedroom and walking the short distance to Sakura's. She could feel
the magic in the room and see a bright light come from the gaps round
the door. Suddenly there was a loud thud and the light vanished. 'Is
it you?' a soft voice asked.

Opening her eyes, Sakura rubbed the back of her head. She hadn't
known what would happen. There standing in front of her was a very
naked Tomoyo, marvelling her body. 'Is it you?' she asked softly.
Tomoyo opened her mouth, 'Sakura?' she asked, just as a whisper.
Sakura nodded softly and stood up. Slowly Sakura walked closer to her
love, gently stroking her cheek. The pale woman tilted her head into
Sakura's hand. Looking down Tomoyo gasped. 'Ummm Sakura..... why am I
standing here naked?' Sakura blushed slightly, she'd forgotten about
Tomoyo's clothes. 'What's happening Sakura?' Tomoyo asked. The auburn
haired woman hessitated. The door opened and two girls walked in
slowly. 'Grandpa?' the slightly taller of the two asked. Looking over
to her granddaughter Miki moved closer. 'Is that grandma?' Sakura
nodded and turned her attenion back to Tomoyo. 'Grandma?' Makoto
whispered. 'Is she the person you said you saw Miki-chan?' the pink
haired girl asked. Miki nodded slightly. It had been years ago.
Having fallen asleep in while bathing, she'd had a vision of her
grandmother. Upon waking, her parents had told her that she'd almost
drown. 'M... Miki?' the pale woman asked, opening her eyes and
focusing on the tall pale girl. Miki nodded and slowly approached
Tomoyo, looking in disbelief. 'You died!' Miki whispered, gently
poking the elder woman's shoulder. 'Sakura brought me back!' Tomoyo
replied, having come out of her trance like state. Smiling at the
young woman before her she wrapped her arms around the surprised Miki
and pulled her into a tight hug. A second later the door busrt open
again and Nadeshiko and Kumiko ran into the room, the younger sister
glaring at Sakura almost demanding an explanation. That was untill
she saw Tomoyo. 'Mama?' she asked. Shaking her head, she pulled away.
'It can't be you!'
'Nadeshiko-chan!' A voice said from behind her. 'Go away Onii-chan!'
Nadeshiko said. 'Nadeshiko-chan please wait!' Tomoyo said, causing
Nadeshiko to spin around and look at her. 'You died Tomoyo-mama!'
Nadeshiko said. 'I know!' Tomoyo replied. Slowly Tomoyo walked upto
her youngest daughter and hugged her, surprised at how tight the pale
woman returned her hug.

Opening her eyes Sakura smiled slightly as Tomoyo snuggled into her
side. Gently she wrapped an arm around her pale wife and gently
pulled her closer, inducing a soft giggle from Tomoyo who quickly
obliged her wife. It had been 3 months since Tomoyo was brought back
to life. Shorty afterwards Miki and Makoto had come to them and told
them that they were no longer girlfriends, but a married couple.
Slowly Sakura leaned down and gently kissed Tomoyo's forehead.
'Aishiteru Tomoyo-chan!' Sakura whispered. 'Aishiteru Sakura-chan!'
Tomoyo replied, gently kissing her auburn haired wife. Snuggling into
her side again both women fell asleep. Upon waking the next morning
they decided to put the past behind them.